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Icky Icky Slimy

view from my studio window

you knew it’s coming. inevitably. yeah, mucus everywhere..bwahahahahaha *cough*

i mean, seriously?just last week i thought I’d had sinusitis.

my body works in a weird way. when i forced it to go out, everything was forgotten. this rotten body just forgot that it was battling some rambling disease. oh no your highness, please let yourself out, i know you need it. it’s ok, cos everything will be POSTPONED.

now it’s not that cold yet, i mean, yeah cold enough to keep me stay in the warmth of ondol, but not that deadly cold i’m pretty sure we’ll encounter in the near future. but i can hardly breath even inside the room, under the duvet, with socks on. i have to breath thru my mouth, so now you can imagine this: me spewing magical words on this amazing blog typing seriously while opening my mouth to keep the oxygen flows to my brain and sipping cold green tea once in a while, sucking the mucus in cos i’m just too lazy like that to even go to the bathroom and blow my nose. oh yes i’m so very seksi.

and this is just 2 days before our trip to DMZ.

damn. i was planning not to go initially when i found out about the trip, remembering how boring flat ohshootmethissucksjustgimmethecashoready unmemorable the previous trips we had. or was it me just being anti-social? anywhoo, can’t say both were pleasant journeys. and DMZ?been there, went down the cave, saw the border. the only thing awesome enough was when i saw a pair of birds mating in the air at the observation tower.

(wonder how many strands of christian’s hair i have beneath the keyboard. just found one. again.  kinda hard to forget someone if their hair keeps popping up on your keyboard, ya know)

but so yeah, the DMZ trip. I thought staying at home any longer might kill me and told everyone (who’s willing to listen) that I’m in. so you know what, flu? I’m going. I’m freaking going to the DMZ, looking for the mating birds again.

maybe it was an international pair of birds, who knows? maybe those birds were the only mixed couple from the north and south can have coitus freely. like, without kim jong il fiddling around their sex life in his safari. which i heard is a trend these days in pyongyang. the safari. not him fiddling around. that’s been a trend since 1994.

very fashion-forward. i can totally see him as a trendsetter.


So how much do i have to pay?

don’t you just hate it when it’s time to open your wallet and shove that card or cash to the cashier?and what i hate more is when you pay using credit card, you feel bad twice. the second one of course would be by the time you get the bill.

I’m paying now. the bill has come and now is the time for me to pay. daaaaaannggg. no, im not talking about money. even tho, yes, my electric and gas bills are overdue. again. 😦 whose idea was that for me to live alone?im not ready for this taking care of a household thing.
so despite the euphoria, placebo effect of 2 days of drinking binge, everything is asking for its toll. and oh my, what a huge bill.
I’m losing my voice, now i sound even sexier than ever with a sore husky voice. I totally feel like shyt, for constant feel of puking the whole day. and coming back to an empty room doesnt help. man i’m as lonely as a dowager in the forbidden city. without the pretty clothes and the maids. and jay chou.

no, no jay chou in 지산2동.

so here i am left alone with the residue of my sunday breakfast (a can of bud) and dinner (tender chicken from  BK).  ah~the awesomeness of life. and yes, budweiser was one of the very first things got into my stomach today. shoot me.

it was not until the halloween party was  over last night, that i realised i had a stranger’s bank card in my hand.

this guy was wasted, and craving for pancakes, he produced the card from his crotch beneath his black tights (nono dont ask, it was halloween. ) and dropped it on the ground, and of course continued being tipsy wasted. a good-natured person that i am, i took the card (touching it as less as possible, dear gawd, it was on his crotch!), and never intended to ever come near his crotch to put the card back, i slipped it into the plastic wrap of my cig pack (i lost several cards this way, but i never learn.), and then totally forgot about it. I was thinking to give it back after a while, but nooo. the card wanted to be mine, i think that was the message it was trying to tell me.

so long story short, i realised i still had the card way too late. next thing in the morning, i searched this person on facebook, found someone under the right name from the right city, and tossed my two cent that this would be the right person.  and so off i went downtown on a holy mission, giving back someone’s hard-earned money that he lost due to his halfwitness getting drunk on a halloween night.  oh my sunday.  and thats how i got budweiser as my breakfast. i only had two tiny mandus at home before i left, and this guy offered me a beer under the bright october afternoon sky. why not, eh? and being a cheapskate, this dimwit bought me a can of bud from mini stop and we drank sitting on the pavement outside the store and talked about nonsense.  oh yeah chowdy. thats how we roll in south jeolla province.  (damn i hope he wont find this page by accident) met eddie and javier and his girl while sitting there btw.

so yeah went back home felt even sicker than before. facing the computer again, email:  nothing good. facebook : as boring as it can be. dailysquee and failbook: nothing new. bbc: still burns my brain. and holy crap!

thesis.

I’m hating my computer, there’s nothing good it brings cept for false hope and stress. huh. i restrained myself from throwing it onto the wall and crush it optimus prime would definetely do because…well..because it would be expensive to pay all the damage. and im broke, darlings. i really am. oh how this life has drained me inside out. someone send me a dog, please. saw a black labrador pup walking down the downtown street too. oh~~adorable!!

and here some snaps of gwangju downtown on a sunday afternoon. didn’t get the puppy shoot.

The Lord Has Gone!!

..into oblivion…not. Thanks to Skype, and not so thanks to the crappy MSN. The Lord of Dipshitness aka the boyfriend just moved to Copenhagen on the first of September. Pretty sentimental cos the day marked the start of our (then) new life in Korea, when we started the school back in 2008. And he ended his Korean life right on the same date. ah~life..
And then there were none, but me. No more trips to seoulslashgwacheon every weekend or so, no more..hm yeah, all in all the meaning of his presence in Korea was just that i got to go to Seoul every weekend without spending much for accommodation.
jk. I know he reads this stuff. Joking, My Lord!!please don’t cyber whip me with your cyber belt!

Anyway, yeah..back in Gwangju now. Ah~so hard to see a departure, especially when you’re the one left behind. Everything is so near yet so far. Remembering good times when we were living in Sinchon.  Wondering will you ever go back to Gwacheon, the city we want to live in forever (i didn’t make that up, it’s really their tagline). How the pretty cat we usually fed tuna and spam and cheese will miss us.  Oh and the band. The death metal band. How I’m so gonna miss sitting there at the club watching the gig, trying to stay awake and look like an enthusiastic fan/girlfriend. Seriously, death metal makes me sleepy.

This kinda makes me wanna sing Nelly Furtado’s why do all good things come to an end..come to an end..

To add the sentimental value, here’s a photo of us, in our romantic as per usual state:

by the look of his veins, think he really wanted to beat the crap out of me.

yeah yeah be good there, Bibi..

(and the goddamn budaejjigae *shiver* the only good thing about his leaving is that I don’t have to eat it anymore).

when the day starts with rain

there aint nothing good can happen, eh?or maybe not. well my day started just as fucked up as it can be. i was waiting just to get the hell outta here, i would kill to get some lunch 50 meters away from this shithole, but hey!just stay in the darkroom!its raining!youll get wet and shit!
damn tell me that im an adult and totally responsible for whatever is happening in my life. ive got one of the most boring vacations ever in my life, and i can totally blame myself for that. when i choose one thing, i leave out another thing, i can totally understand that, and thats my choice. so whatever happens i should be happy cos hey?i chose to do that. right?riiiight. i have no right to complain whatsoever, cos your life is your fully responsibility. right?riiight.
so this is what im gonna do. imma get dressed and get a very nice lunch and spend the day with one sole purpose : not hating the world. rain?fuck that shit.
oh and last night was windy’s farewell party. heard it was pretty cool. i must be sitting here alone staring at the monitor when all the hype went on. the story of my life. ill do better next time.

I Do Cook

and oh my its not always edible. my first attempt to cook for LOD was a uber salty fried rice with hardrock jelly pudding as dessert. next few attempts involved too much salt, overcooked, undercooked, hard pudding (again), too much salt, and too much salt. and mind you, my mum did send me to a cooking class. and pastry class. and chocolate making class. she would also send me to a wedding cake class if only i wasnt busy making my long overdue thesis.
and just now, i cooked. i was planning not to ever waste ingredients and food anymore, but under some certain circumstances, i was forced to cook my own food. tonight, i was left alone like a poor house cat left without catnip, or dog without kibbles. LOD left me with nothing to consume. i did buy KFC and rice, but excuse moi, if you know me , then you can that i’m growing. i need more food.
and so i had to cook. got shrimp and broccoli. got the recipe from the internet. not all, but hey, if you dont have seafood sauce you can always replace it with any sauce with the same colour, no?

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voila! looks not that good, but it doesnt matter. taste does matter. and the taste?

you might have got it right. too very salty, bitches.

fuck it. fuck the fuckin fuckin shrimp.

in the whole different story, i was disgracefully wasted last night in front of a pair of total strangers who happened to be christian’s co-workers. or soon, ex-coworkers. it was supposed to be their mini farewell party, and ohmy i just love makkoli and couldnt hold my horses and got fukin inebriated by it in no time. shame on me.

from tomntoms gwacheon

halo!
been almost 2 weeks here in seoul slash gwacheon, with nothing much happens so far. cept for the nonstop rain for few days, and pretty heavy snowfall this morning.and terrormight concert, which i didnt really see cos i was late and only catch maybe 30 seconds of their gig. and a pretty rough night..ooohh how i long for a nice peaceful sleep.
so im at tomntoms watching american idol 9 on youtube. nothing much to watch on the hollywood round. just judges saying yes and no and abit of stage performances.
gotta say staying in one place too long maybe not a wweallly good idea. at one point youd just worn out and numbminded, and all the frustration would just come out and splash around the wrong places. speaking from my own experience. i almost blew out of boredom in my last years of university, which was no wonder since i spent 6 fukin years of my life dabbling in poor grades and truck emission.
and ive spent like an hour here at tomntoms smoking room and hell thats way too long for me, im feeling restless and my body is trembling as im typing this. the latter might be because i havent got anything to eat since 7 hours ago, and my…whatever i ordered here, doesnt help.
and ohmygawd it was a journey to come here all the way. it was snowing and some parts of the road is pretty slippery, and im wearing my newest lace-up boots which have never seen snow since i bought it a month ago, so i was walking in snail-pace cos i wasnt sure if the sole is rough enough for the snow. gawd. what a very inneresting topic to write.

and just cant get enough of dog photos!

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