Category Archives: videos

And now it feels like..

constipation. which sadly is real. too gross?sorry, my space, my story. i had bananas today tho, heard it helps. werk it, bananas!

today i also dyed my hair. total failure, of course. wrong colour, and prolly wrong technique. also wrong day to do it. if only i’d known…id save this fail for another day.

It is dawning on me, that I don’t really have that much of happy stories in my blog. Life and its casualties, inevitably, put me in a not so good of a place these days.

I am supposed to be studying right now for the thesis qualification exam,  but i just finished one article without really understanding what on earth that piece of crap was talking about, so i decided to take a rest and refresh my mind, and try to be happy. or like id love to call it from now on: self-service happiness.  I am a filthy old lady 😉





apparently i’m not really good at this. self-service happiness.

ok. so there is this one song that always, well almost most of the time, brings me back to one of the happiest time spans in my life. I listened to it just now, and it did proliferate my mood meter. the song is Lucky from Jason Mraz and Colbie Caillat.

Two years ago, my first autumn in Korea, (well heck, it was my first autumn everywhere) October 12th 2008, around 5 PM. I was sitting alone at the park in Yonsei University, trying to review the Korean books and do some homeworks. yes i was that much of a geek. I had my laptop on playing some music, and from its full-treble-no-bass speaker, came this song, and I smiled. or maybe not, I don’t remember exactly how my facial expression was, but I’m pretty much sure it must showed at least a tiny grin. What i remember exactly was that I knew it’s gonna be my song. I think i thought i was gonna be in love with my best friend. well he was there at that time, instead of being across the ocean, but hey, the song fit enough ok??at least part of it. a tiny part. but whatever. It was a damn good feeling and i was loving every second of the moment. until…

you asked how i can remember the very details of that day?

these freakin green big fat flies suddenly came and pretty much grossed up my Lucky moment. jerks. so much for the romantic fantasy and whatnot. I took some snaps with my cellphone cam, and i recorded all the details of when and where those magic feelings started dawning on me. (lame and harlequin-ish choice of words, i know i know, but the heck, you know what i mean).

so ladies and gentlemen, and spammers, as you can see, i do have happy moments. moment. did have. whatever. and the song. it does still make me smile.


Flat Broke Saturday (and some videos from Java Jazz)

so i just spent a fair good amount of money for some furniture. leaving it dry in entertainment department, thus opt out to whatever it is that involving spending more money for…well..simply everything. thought having stomach flu would help me save abit, but no 😦 even after AIG reimburse the hospital fee, there would be nothing much left..ah. life is hard. especially when youre a fukin poor student insisting living on your own.

so what happened last week?
i skipped class. there was only one class, but ohmygawd how my stomach just couldnt cooperate. there was also LOD’s birthday, and at the same time, his band concert. it was before the stomach flu, so i was pretty desperate to find out the the venue?the venue, my dear maybenonexistentreaders, was noalcoholnosmoking venue. whoever had the idea should be punished by forking his pisser.

and of course Alice in Wonderland, in Imax 3D. now if you ask me, Johnny Depp didnt even look better in 3D, so why bother. The story, was of course, not the original story of Alice in Wonderland, and rather, or should i say, very shallow. for me it was more like something to see, just to enjoy the colourful images -and the kitschy Red Queen-, and for the love of goggles, dont those 3D plastic glasses just so annoyingly giving you tickles on the ears and nose. i prefer watching movies without anything keep slipping down my flat nose, thank you.

and photo session with Ju Hui. it was on Sunday, before we went to watch Alice. it was supposed to be know with his super expensive new canon DSLR and all that. it was raining. dark and cold and bad mood since it was already 5 or 6 PM and we skipped one palace after palace to find one that was still open. I havent even seen the results yet. 세기 주휘야.

And of course there was the regular winter disease of LOD. He got common flu, at the very same time i got my stomach flu. Just that im almost over it, and he is still having it now. HA! this is one step closer to proving my theory that the Germans will surely be vanishing earlier, should the human race have another plague, due to their spoiled vulnerable bodies. another prove was that he got the swine flu, and i didnt, who was around when he had it. and also i can eat lots of spicy stuff. and raw veggies. and animal intestines. and shrimp tail. and i grew up with pineapple field in our backyard. whatever that means.

and just lots and lots of Castle and Dexter and soup.

so about the java jazz videos. as i said i took some timeout from keeping my dad company at the hospital to go to the largest jazz festival or as CNN sez “Java Jazz is one of the world’s largest bebop and boogie-woogie gatherings.”
didnt get to see John Legend and Toni Braxton, but i got to see these :

more videos on my youtube channel

thats all. saturday night home alone again. with lingering nausea and furniture to assemble. and just in case youre asking, Christian is currently at Asian Metal Festival in Seoul, with his running nose and banging headache, maybe trying to headbang to an Italian metal band called Graveworm. good luck with that!i hope he blows his nose once in a while.

back in seoul for the rest of the holiday

im a bum. no, seriously. im homeless. had checked out of the dorm, but havent moved in yet to the new apartment. so until the new semester begins, i will live relying upon the lord of dipshitness’ mercy in seoul. nothing much worth writing so far, cept that my only hangout friend in gwangju is moving to finland this week. and whats a bigger pressure than seeing people moving on, leaving me stranded in a shithole all by myself. -insert all by myself by celine dion here and barf-

thats a video taken by christian of me freakin out on the crazy house in seoulland last week. man, cant blame me for that!the house was a total crazy and not lekker at all!even all the kids that we rode together with couldnt say a word cos they were too scared!!

you see that?you see that???thats an extreme ride that will pump your adrenaline!!the crazy house!the fukin extreme crazy house!

I am an Austen heroine

A Catherine Morland that is.

I am Catherine Morland!

Take the Quiz here!

Now im a big fan of Austen’s works but i can never really get to finish Northanger Abbey book for not so obvious reason. nor the movie. i did watch the ending of the movie though. and this is what wikipedia says about Catherine Morland’s looks, “pleasing, and, when in good looks, pretty.” ahaha…memey likes that.

and so!the ajummas woke me up pretty early in the morning for some unannounced floor waxing. it was a heck of a nuisance which reminds me why i really need to get the hell out of this place. and ohmygwad, as if waking up early after a late night (or dawn, that is) was not enough, i had to encounter two freakin nekkid ladies at the shower who reaaaalllyyy took their time putting on lotion and dry their hair using the fan (fuck!its cold bitches!!) while still being, you guess, naked. Im not really fond of seeing naked ladies in our open shower. Its a ridiculous idea to think that we dont need any privacy at all while and after showering. eewgh. girls, cover up abit wouldya. not that i would intentionally see your parts anyway, but they come in my way and oh lord aint that annoying..i dont know how they dont feel awkward at all. all i need would be just a tiny cube and a curtain. thatll do.

this is a very lame post. i am deciding whether to put SNSD’s new single “OH” video or something else. gawd i freakin hate that bunch of bouncing bunnies and their super-shallow-but-money-making songs. so this is their video

NOT. I took that video, actually, and im so proud of nothing that ill keep saying that. and its not like they will sue me for embedding the video on my blog, right?i mean, cmon, the vid wont even exist without ME. and christian even asked me if i wanna make some lyrics for the band!!to which i came up with,

Cozycot next to the pot
Stay away from my hangout spot

it aint finished yet but guess the lord of dipshitness thinks it might not suitable for a death metal band song. oh well, your loss!!one day youll hear that lyrics on MTV, buddy!and youll regret your ass off youll crawl back at me asking me to make more lyrics about sofa and exercise balls!


and after this row of bullshit, imma go for dinner now. that is, some myanmar food from Lawun. i love asian food (but not korean and japanese), especially the free ones. over and out.